Never look back. But reach out a hand to help bring people forward.
I've learned alot in the past 2 years and the funny thing is the only thing I struggle with is people bringing up my past.
I have moments where I get totally overwhelmed and feel upset but then when I really think about it...theres nothing I can do.
I can't change my past and if people don't give you the time of day because of gossip and judgements and because their too ignorant to want to learn the truth...then really why the heck do I care?
I honestly don't need those people in my life and noone should have to be surrounded by people who treat you like that.
I'm very proud of myself because infact I learned a really good lesson yesterday. I've learnt it before but some lessons take a few tries to learn and hit you a little bit deeper each time.
Everyone has their own problems and I cannot rely on anyone but myself to help me through my own.
Sure I always have tons of friends and family for support, but of course, sometimes their not around, like yesterday, and I must find a way to deal with it on my own. And of course, I did.
I was upset for maybe a half an hour and then suddenly I was ok. I didn't need to talk to anyone, I didn't need to be around anyone, because i knew I would be alright.
We get so caught up in our current situations and our problems when we forget that there are wayyyyy Bigger problems in the world. There have been people that have been abuducted and are still alive and doing well, raped, people who have been beatin up to the point where they can't breath and have recovered.
Everyone has problems...so what makes me any different?
IF people can go through all that and be alive and fine... then why can't I?
Life's too short to stress I tell ya.
I say this as a number one hypocrite because I am a stress maniac.
But I'm learning. How I reacted yesterday is proof.
Life's too short to be angrey with your family and not forgive.
It's too short to stay angrey at friends that you love dearly.
It's too short to not give people chances that you have feelings for.
It's too short to shut anyone out because your scared of the future.
It's too short to be angrey at all.
So seriously, go on and be happy!
I dare ya :p
XOXO
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