Butterfly fly away <3

Goood MORNINGG fellow bloggers! Happy easter...well belated now but whateves it's only one day off :P.  So I start my first Official day of work at Club monaco today!!!!!! SOOO EXCITED!! I got to pick out my free outfit last week and the total cost came to 300 dollars!!!!!!!!! I already love working there!!!!! The clothes are to die for LITERALLY. There extremely expensive but considering the designer is RALPH LAUREN it's understandable and well worth your money. My position there is a 'stylist' which is AMAZING because that is exactly one of the many things I want to be in the near future and now I've practically got my foot in the door in terms of experience in stylizing.  :)

I also have my big fat midterm for math this week that I'm totally not excited for which means when I'm not working at Club Mon I will be studying. Joy.

BUT, after my midterm on Thursday I got my lovely trip to Mexico on Friday to look forward to! HEHEHEHE I can't wait. Beach, hot sun, white sand, ocean, massage's, shopping, parties...and the list goes on and on. AHhhhhhhhhhhh the life.

Anyways just thought I'd update you on what I'm up to since I haven't really written a blog in a while. 

OHHHH I saw the Hannah Montanna Movie on Friday...and honestly I wasn't expecting much but it was soo good! My friends and I cryed haha and so did my mommy when we saw it again together. It has such a good lesson that even I have learned in the last while dealing with a lot of crazyness. It's that you might have a whole other world to deal with and find yourself slipping away from who you really are, but if you put your faith in your family and remember all the people who truly love and care for you, then you will find home again and find your self again. 

I haven't stopped singing and dancing in my room for months now and I truly feel that I've found myself again and it really is all thanks to my family and close friends. They have helped me remember how strong I really am and help me remember what my heart truly loves. 

So I definitely give it a 10 and for those of you that want to be inspired and love to sing, I suggest you go see it! 

Lot's of love,

xoxox Melissa <3

The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice in side my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction, My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes your gonna have to loose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing 

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down but,

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that,

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on

Cause There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes your gonna have to loose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side

It's the climb

Watch this. Peed myself. It's so true.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl9VxVmXAxs&feature=PlayList&p=2EA789D35CE98F8A&playnext_from=PL&index=33

A Breath of Fresh Air

SOOO for the last two nights in a row I've had such a terrible time trying to fall asleep and haven't been able to sleep till 6 in the morning Lol. So of course this has been very frustrating because I've been trying to get on a proper schedule but I just cant fall asleep! So during the hours where i just lay in my bed hoping I will think myself to sleep lol I remembered that I did not tell you about my date!

Soooooo on Saturday night I went on a date :) I already decided a while ago that I shouldn't actually go out with anyone for at least a couple of months because of everything that has happened and I should be focusing on myself right now. But I thought ok one date couldn't hurt and I've never actually been on a proper date before where I didn't know the person and so I couldn't help but feel really excited about the idea that I just went with it.

I'm so glad I did. This guy and I don't necessarily have a lot in common but he was just so considerate of my feelings with everything that we did and didn't judge me one bit when I talked, that I couldn't stop smiling the whole night. It was like a breath of fresh air. I imagined being treated like this only in my dreams. I'm a very easy girl to please. Honestly I don't care for you to buy me presents or do things for me to show that you have done a lot. For me, what I appreciate the most is when someone shows me love and is considerate of my feelings and is always their for me in every way possible. And of course where they are coming from, whether they are giving you something because they want to show you that he/she is a nice person or because he/she really is a nice person at heart and wants nothing in return. That is what I care about the most and it's not that I don't appreciate when someone does buy something for me, it's that I appreciate their love and who they are as a person more and if I can see that they aren't doing whatever their doing for attention. 

Hopefully that wasn't too confusing LOL...Ah well it makes sense to me and I think you who I've debated about this topic with, will understand what I'm saying. 

SOOOO book of the week issss My Math book.

Haha I've actually had no time for reading because I've been caught up in Math but I promise I will recommend a book next week.

Song of the week - Climb by Miley Cyrus.

The lyrics of that song have really touched my heart this week and got me through some bad days :)

xoxoxox

Melissa <3