A Breath of Fresh Air

SOOO for the last two nights in a row I've had such a terrible time trying to fall asleep and haven't been able to sleep till 6 in the morning Lol. So of course this has been very frustrating because I've been trying to get on a proper schedule but I just cant fall asleep! So during the hours where i just lay in my bed hoping I will think myself to sleep lol I remembered that I did not tell you about my date!

Soooooo on Saturday night I went on a date :) I already decided a while ago that I shouldn't actually go out with anyone for at least a couple of months because of everything that has happened and I should be focusing on myself right now. But I thought ok one date couldn't hurt and I've never actually been on a proper date before where I didn't know the person and so I couldn't help but feel really excited about the idea that I just went with it.

I'm so glad I did. This guy and I don't necessarily have a lot in common but he was just so considerate of my feelings with everything that we did and didn't judge me one bit when I talked, that I couldn't stop smiling the whole night. It was like a breath of fresh air. I imagined being treated like this only in my dreams. I'm a very easy girl to please. Honestly I don't care for you to buy me presents or do things for me to show that you have done a lot. For me, what I appreciate the most is when someone shows me love and is considerate of my feelings and is always their for me in every way possible. And of course where they are coming from, whether they are giving you something because they want to show you that he/she is a nice person or because he/she really is a nice person at heart and wants nothing in return. That is what I care about the most and it's not that I don't appreciate when someone does buy something for me, it's that I appreciate their love and who they are as a person more and if I can see that they aren't doing whatever their doing for attention. 

Hopefully that wasn't too confusing LOL...Ah well it makes sense to me and I think you who I've debated about this topic with, will understand what I'm saying. 

SOOOO book of the week issss My Math book.

Haha I've actually had no time for reading because I've been caught up in Math but I promise I will recommend a book next week.

Song of the week - Climb by Miley Cyrus.

The lyrics of that song have really touched my heart this week and got me through some bad days :)

xoxoxox

Melissa <3